Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers


what do i do to make myself feel better? i don't feel bad. a little anxious because doc went directly to bed and i don't know if M is asleep or not here, but i took my xanax and it's just a matter of time before that goes away. but not bad. i have my coffee, i've had my morning dose of nicotine. i guess i'm just bored. and that means i have to get up and do something, but again, i don't know if M is asleep. my assumption is that he is, so i can't make any noise. i'm surprised that i don't get lost in some anne frank delusion.

i'm not going out today, it's supposed to be in the 90s. and there is no wind for the first time this week. it's a beautiful day out, perfect for tourists. the strip must be a zoo today.

i've been watching the coverage of the devastation in alabama and it's tragic. part of it is knowing that what's gone is gone and none of it will ever be the same. there are no longer the resources to rebuild after catastrophe. the twin towers, new orleans . . . what's gone is gone and tends to stay gone now.

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