i'm mad at him all the time. the compassion i felt for him is melting away. i resent him for confusing me.
chloe isn't doing well. she doesn't seem to have any bladder control and she is very sluggish. she's not even meowing from being locked in her kennel to eat. i'm really worried about her. but i can't talk to doc about it because he gets upset. all i can do is pay attention to her and love her and try to get her to eat. she's not even interested in the dry food any more. i don't think she's long for this world and that makes me infinitely sad.