i woke up at 7 this morning and said the hell with that and went back to sleep until 8:30. i got up just as doc was going out for a ride and he brought me home a bacon western cheeseburger. there was a fire going in the fireplace and the cats were milling around. it was a nice, peaceful morning. doc and i watched Enterprise on syfy for a couple of hours. i can't remember what we talked about. we just chatted about things. it's been nice, no more yelling, no more scrutiny or running commentary on how what i am doing is wrong. i've felt less depressed and psychotic, too. i just wonder if he's just bottling it up and it's all going to explode in my face one day. if it does, i can always leave. i want to be with him, but not if he's going to give me nothing but shit all the time. now that he's not doing that any more, i want things to work out between us in the worst way. i love him.
it's chilly but i can't complain, there's no snow here!
i woke up at 7 this morning and said the hell with that and went back to sleep until 8:30. i got up just as doc was going out for a ride and he brought me home a bacon western cheeseburger. there was a fire going in the fireplace and the cats were milling around. it was a nice, peaceful morning. doc and i watched Enterprise on syfy for a couple of hours. i can't remember what we talked about. we just chatted about things. it's been nice, no more yelling, no more scrutiny or running commentary on how what i am doing is wrong. i've felt less depressed and psychotic, too. i just wonder if he's just bottling it up and it's all going to explode in my face one day. if it does, i can always leave. i want to be with him, but not if he's going to give me nothing but shit all the time. now that he's not doing that any more, i want things to work out between us in the worst way. i love him.
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