Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

when you scold me i feel hatred for you
but when you're not
i love you more each day

i told him last night i always had the option of leaving. he scoffed, "where, your parent's place?" and i told him no, pittsburgh. we didn't talk for a while after that. it's not something i want to do, but if it's better for both of us he has to know it's on the table. i think i shocked him and made him angry, which i didn't want to do, but someone had to speak up. i don't want to leave, i want to clean out the apartment and move to a bigger place. i want to be able to get along and live together and maybe some day fall back in love.

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