Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers


i have a set schedule
set programs i watch
things i do each monday night
why did he stay home
we've already fought
now i'm back to not talking
i was ordered to leave him alone
why did he stay home
must this go on
how long do i live this way
why am i always afraid
why did he stay home tonight
does he feel any better
i asked and he told me i was pretending to care
i don't feel any better
i'm going to end up taking more xanax
now he's asleep in the chair
at peace and asleep
and i'm all wound up and freaking out
i so hate him, i really do
i loved him so much
it was the only logical step
when everything went wrong
right from love to hate
now if i could just stop feeling at all

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