Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

happy new year's eve

i've got all my meds and i'm starting to balance back out. no panic this morning, but i'm noticing less of it on days when i don't have to get doc up. something about that man stresses me out.

i'm ready to end this year. it's been an indifferent one marked by med failures but not marred by hospitalization. weight loss was a high. marriage was a low. it just occurred to me that i could go on about that for days. how sad. maybe this year will be better.

this year will be better. 2011 is full of hope.

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