i'm just glad he's not here in this mood. i wish i would have known he was going out, just . . . because it would be nice to know his plans.
tomorrow i'm going to the dollar store and spending the $20 gift card i got last year from kelli. doc is leaving me bus fare and spending money. i just hope they are open. they should be. if not it will be a nice walk and bus ride. it's going to be sunny and warm tomorrow. i'll get myself something bright-shiny for myself for xmas. the food we've gotten and the socks are cool, but i need something shiny and stupid.
i have to stay up until at least three to pass my pee threshold. i stop drinking fluids three hours before i go to bed. i don't know how much later than that i'll stay up. i've been searching for coverage on don't ask don't tell's repeal but it's hard to come by. i'm also following closely the going's on with korea. bbc news starts at 2 and network news starts at three. that's my big plan for the night. oh yeah, and have a fire and burn some incense. a nice zen evening by myself. M is asleep, all i have to be is quiet, there's no limit on how mellow i can get.