Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

bah humbug

i want a divorce for xmas. i can't take it anymore. i would rather be on the streets than be here with doc. and that is my option, i know that, i just don't care anymore. i've had hours to calm down now and i haven't. i'm pissed off. i just, i can't take it. i thought that i was being paranoid about him being out to get me, but i don't doubt it anymore. it's not getting chalked up to my illness like everything else. i can't even think straight right now. i just know i can't take what is going on and what it has become and the relentlessness of him. after me all the time. there is nothing i can do to please him. now everything i do just makes him madder. i give up. he wins. i quit.

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