once again i got up at 9 which makes 6 hours of sleep. i have doc's sanction to lay down but i decided to make some coffee and surrender to the day once again. maybe i'll lay down when he gets up. tv is good tonight, so i don't want to miss that.
i found my giant nubbly black sweater yesterday. it's like a pull over snuggy. it's so big and warm. my feet and legs rarely get cold, it's just my upper body and hands that get cold. so i'm always searching through my stuff for things to layer on. of course, i can't look in the mirror with these things on because i seem huge and it stresses me out. but as long as i stay out of the kitchen, which has a wall made up of mirrored sliding doors to hide the washer and dryer, i should be just fine. and warm and snuggly.
which reminds me that i need to clean the kitchen, tee hee. i can have some more coffee and smokes before i do it. doc's asleep until five, i have time. it only takes a few minutes. the nicest thing about a small kitchen, it takes no time to clean, no matter how fucked up it is. even when you have to empty the dishwasher, as i do. zip, it's all done.
doc got us a cigarette making setup, but we're out of tobacco. they're pre-rolled cigarette papers with filters and a machine that inserts the tobacco into the tubes. it's great, but so far more expensive than pre-made smokes. we just have to find a place to get rolling tobacco cheap and in bulk. doc looked online and didn't come up with much. it's a process.