we watched CSI last night and it was about murders in a hoarder's house. the episode drove doc to the edge. right after it we cleaned out the corner of the workroom. something has happened to him lately, when he snaps at me or is just a general dick, he apologizes afterward. he seems really concerned with how i am feeling and reacting to him. it's weird. he confuses me, do i listen to what he's said, or what he does and how he acts? so confused.
i took a nap yesterday and was able to stay up until three without the help of ephedrine. i told doc i'd been taking it occasionally. he told me to stop all together and make myself some coffee in the evenings, instead. okay. since i have his permission now. he's worried about my heart and liver. i guess he figures the effies are more dangerous to me than the coffee.
