i'm so nervous i can't stop gritting my teeth. oh, i'll need the bus schedule to be left out, too. oy. there's so much to remember. i'm going to bed early tonight so i can get up while doc is still up and make sure i have everything i need. a note is all well and good, but seeing him and talking to him are much different.
i'll take two xanax with my morning meds instead of one. i've decided not to take my mp3 player, as i just have to take it off on the bus so i can hear the street announcements. though i walk for a while and i'm only on the bus for a little while, so it would make more sense to take the mp3 player with me. again, i think it depends on what i'm going to wear. will it have the appropriate pockets?
it's going to be 100 degrees tomorrow, but that shouldn't happen until later in the afternoon, not earlier while i'm out. i should be home by 3:30. just in time to make coffee and get doc up and out of bed.
gods i'm so nervous. i think another xanax is in my near future.
