Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

today has been weird

M's super large cat decided i was to get up at 11 and walked on me and my head for ten minutes while i tried to get his sheer bulk away from me. he won and i got up. i got dressed, came out and talked barely to doc, i was in a foul mood. after about a half an hour i said fuck this and went back to bed. i had just gotten to sleep when the cat woke me up again. so i gave in again and got up and dressed and came back out here, took my meds and fell asleep until one thirty. that's when i made doc get up and go to bed.

now i'm reluctantly up. since i don't have to make coffee or get doc up, i could go back to sleep and maybe i will. i don't know, i'm in a weird limbo right now. i think i may call kelli just to see if i can ground myself. i feel like i'm floating outside of my body. i'm starting to hate it. this just isn't my body, but i couldn't tell you whose it was. i don't even feel the itching of the wound on my arm. just floating.

i need to comb my hair out and wash it. there's a nice grounding task. severe pain and a nice hot shower.

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