i've been doing good, i count this as a good week. i've been sleeping adequately and keeping myself occupied during the day. i think. i'm still dissociating for much of my waking hours. but it isn't interfering with anything.
i still haven't been on the scooter, or near it when it's on. though doc mentioned me taking it out if i knew how to use it so he's getting used to the idea of me using it. that's all i can ask. once he gets used to being on it and dealing with traffic he'll feel better about me taking it out on the road. though i plan to learn thoroughly here in the parking lot.