plus, i called kelli and while on the phone with her, remembered a pair of pants she had given me that she told me were incredibly comfy and summer weight. so while i talked to her i found the pants and tried them on, they had always been too small for me, and the damn things fit. not only that, but they're too big on me! i've lost a lot of weight. damn. my thighs don't rub together when i walk anymore. i noticed that on the way back from the corner store the other day. that is a great feeling, let me tell you. i've finally lost the seroquel weight. or most of it. it hasn't been a delusion, and i am taken aback.
we have a scooter! i want to start learning to drive it immediately. i want to be ready to take it out on sept seventh to my doctor's appointment. i want to break free and not have to deal with the buses and my fear of them and getting off at the wrong stop or getting lost once i'm off the bus and the very idea of freaking out on the bus and having something bad happen.