Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

6:15 check in

doc woke up and we hung out for a while and now he's eating and i'm waiting to remember if i took my meds. i guess if i start to fall asleep here in the coma chair, the meds have been taken and are working. if i don't, then i take my meds and wait even longer. i don't know why i'm so stressed out about sleeping all day tomorrow. or at least well into tomorrow. i don't want to permanently fuck up my sleep schedule.

the worst part about staying up at night is having to drink in small sips aways apart. the morning may be glaringly long, but at least i can stay hydrated without worrying i'll wet the bed. because i will. my meds put me to sleep and i stay asleep, no matter how loudly my bladder screams. i still can't stand the thought of the mornings. even though we keep it dark in here and who's to know what time of day it is at any given point. i'm so conflicted.

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