Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

the time to

my heart is beating faster now
my mind is spinning to match
my stomach feels like i'm on a roller coaster
this is the panic
this is the time to breathe deeply
this is the time to check out
i don't know where this comes from
and i don't know how to stop it
i've been distracting myself
to try and keep myself from it
now i'm sitting down and sitting still
trying to breathe deeply
because this is the time

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