Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

what can i do: real advice needed

i'm bored with myself. i don't want to live this way anymore. i want friends. i want a purpose to being alive besides the cats. it doesn't seem enough. i really need advice on what i need to do. with my current limitations: i'm afraid to leave the apartment complex and i don't have a car. i'm willing to go out and do stuff, but getting to stuff is a problem. i'm willing to try online sources, though last time i checked it was a pretty sketchy way to meet people. i don't know if it's like that any more.

i really want to try. i'm sick of this rut i'm in, always being the depressing one. i have wit and i love to laugh, i just don't practice them much alone.

i'm going to go reach out to the one person i can.

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