Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers
cydniey

ahh, sunday

it's 104 outside right now. it will be 105 tuesday for my bus ride and appointment. there is no shade at either bus stop or on the way, i'm going to die. i should mention that the medication i've been taking to replace the fugue inducing haldol has made me incredibly heat sensitive. i want to beg doc to let me take a taxi there and the bus back. i don't know how that will go over. i'll probably chicken out and not ask him at all.

no point stressing out about it. i'll make it. it just won't be the least bit pleasant.

i woke up at 9:30 and lay in bed for two hours. then i got up and had a panic attack about nothing i could nail down. so i chain smoked until the xanax kicked in and watched pineapple express and i'm feeling much better now. i need to go make coffee in a few minutes, but other than that there are no pressures on me right now. i'm almost totally relaxed, my chest is barely tight and i have incense burning and i'm feeling kind of happy. i'm barely even gritting my teeth.

have a great evening!
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