no point stressing out about it. i'll make it. it just won't be the least bit pleasant.
i woke up at 9:30 and lay in bed for two hours. then i got up and had a panic attack about nothing i could nail down. so i chain smoked until the xanax kicked in and watched pineapple express and i'm feeling much better now. i need to go make coffee in a few minutes, but other than that there are no pressures on me right now. i'm almost totally relaxed, my chest is barely tight and i have incense burning and i'm feeling kind of happy. i'm barely even gritting my teeth.
have a great evening!