Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

still on a high

i'm still reeling from yesterday. i can't believe i did it. i can't believe that i'm doing it again in 6 days.

i went for a walk around the complex today after noon. i want to get more used to the heat before my trip next week. i'm really scared that the heat will get to me.

kelli got a painting in the three rivers arts festival in pittsburgh, which starts at the end of the week. getting a painting in is a huge deal and i'm really proud of her. to see the painting, go to and check out "bluehouse". it's painted and pieced together with paper, which blows me away, the entire house she made with just bits of paper and it looks amazing. the painting of the hockey player on top of the page was donated to the red cross for a charity auction, it, too, is pieced together. it's just amazing what she does creatively.

i'm a ball of anxiety today. i'm being doc's human alarm clock and even in his sleepiness he sensed the anxiety and told me to take a xanax. i forget to do that in the middle of the day if i need it. i forget it's there.

speaking of human alarm clock, it's time for me to go wake him up again and hope this time he gets up. eventually he'll get up. he has to go to work in less than an hour. he'll get up.

have a great evening!

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