Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

a nap a day keeps boredom away

so my new thing is not to nap, which is hard and usually requires coffee in the evening. but the real key is not getting bored. if M has a bad or a scary movie i just want to go lay down. i do it out of boredom mainly. and i need to stop, though. i'm not staying asleep long enough in the morning and it's really fucking me up. today it actually got past nine am but doc woke me up to call the doctor's office. no one was there. a bad thing could happen today and i'm really scared and stressed out. today i really want to sleep, i want the day to end quickly.

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