i left it having to rewrite the first chapter, but the way it was set up, that was all clinical stuff i needed to do library research on, and it turns out that is less than important to the process. i wish i had done it years ago, and i wish i hadn't forgotten about what it freed me of for months while i was in a haldol haze. now i remember and it eases my mind and my soul.
so that's what's up with the book. i know at least a couple of people were curious, but afraid to ask.