Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

what happened to "the book"?

i've been thinking about it for a few months, since my manager abandoned me and i didn't let it hit me this time like the last abandonment did. i just took it in stride. i know what i need to do to submit it or self-publish it, i don't need her for that. so life can go on. any emotional attachment takes a backseat to that. having said that, i've decided not to pursue publication in any form. just writing it down was as cathartic as i needed. publishing it just seems stupid. airing dirty laundry. i do enough of that on here. that's enough for me.

i left it having to rewrite the first chapter, but the way it was set up, that was all clinical stuff i needed to do library research on, and it turns out that is less than important to the process. i wish i had done it years ago, and i wish i hadn't forgotten about what it freed me of for months while i was in a haldol haze. now i remember and it eases my mind and my soul.

so that's what's up with the book. i know at least a couple of people were curious, but afraid to ask.
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