Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i knew it!

i've been looking different in the mirror lately and my underthings are loose, which i attributed to shrinking. but then my camo shorts fell off, or tried to, as i was walking the other day and i thought briefly to myself, maybe i am losing weight. i even posted about it yesterday or some damn time (that just came back to me, hate my memory). then today i put on my camo pants and could get the top button done for the first time in over three years. maybe it isn't just the regular eating but the change in medication. it may well be worth the money we're going to have to pay for it.

also, my anti psychotic, the new one, has me less droopy and stupid. which i love. it's so nice not to be in a haze all of the time. i had no idea what the haldol was doing to me. maybe because i was in the hospital when i adjusted to it. and this time, no matter how painful it all was, i'm glad i stayed home for the medication changeover. and i still have to give the new anti depressant time to start working. i'm so glad that tomorrow is saturday.

see, i feel better when doc is around, even when we are having a disagreement. i love the weekends, because even in his own head space, i love having him around me. i am so in love with him, it still surprises me. so we are upon the weekend. and i have my therapy appointment to break up the day. when i get home i will stay up for a couple of hours and watch the latest DVD with M. then lay down for a nap.

the cat is doing fine, he hasn't spent a lot of time on the floor, but that's his thing. i showed him the main food and water bowls. and he still has a setup in the bathroom.

the day is going well. fine even.
Tags: weight

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