Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

day 22

as i mentioned in the "mommy" posts, i went to meeting this past weekend. i even shared about my relapse and how i felt about being clean again. it's so weird when people thank me for sharing and clap for me. it was a small, but good meeting. like i said before, a lot of people shared about having lost their mothers recently and how mother's day was going to be hard for them. i called my nana on mother's day. it was hard for me because i felt i lost my mother, just in a different way.

and girlgoyle is right. she speaks from logic. i'm acting from pure impulsive emotion. but i think that i needed to hear her say she loved me, and she did. no matter what place it came from. doc is on girlgoyle's side, he is expecting doom to come down on our heads. but it won't.
Tags: mother, na

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