last night i was in a tempting situation and i said no to the offer. M said no for me, too. he's really turned around. still smoking, but in his room only. both boys are keeping it away from me. they have made it so easy for me. now it's just the little habits i have and have to deal with myself. like sitting down and looking for my pipe. it of course isn't there. little habits. like being quality control with the weed, head taster, as it were.
so last night was cool and today is cool, doc and i are sitting on the couch watching movies.