Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers
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a simple plan

here's the thing . . . i'm at 20 days sober right now. as for temptation, it isn't there. i want my sober days too much to do drugs. i'm ten days away from my 30 day mark and my chip. i don't have anyone on my ass telling me that i can't do it or that i really don't want it. and they would be wrong anyway. my only obstacle is getting to the NA meeting in henderson.

i never knew i could feel this way. it's what lets them smoke in front of me and it not bother me. i want the sober days to add up. that's what i'm all about now. i know i don't have to do it alone, but so far, since i haven't gone to but one meeting, and i can't get a hold of my sponsor, i am doing it alone. that can change soon enough.
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