the phone is power. hopefully i can get a ride to the meeting tonight, it's a huge meeting and a great place to network. and i know that it will get back to K and L that i was there and sober the entire time i was gone, just a few days. enough days to fall off the wagon, but i'm up near the driver and the walls are high, i'm staying on this wagon for the forseeable and unforseeable future. but i feel like i have something to prove to L and K. i shouldn't, because this is about me, not them. and i'm letting them and my anger get the better of me. i need to calm down and wait for F to call back hopefully with a ride to tonight's AA meeting at rehab.
i know the initials are a pain in the ass but i signed a thing saying i wouldn't write about rehab. the first rule of rehab, there is no rehab. tee hee.
i need to lighten up.