today M and i are going to Sam's Town to see the WWE pay per view. they set up a small music hall with giant screens and tables and chairs and if you're over 21, you get to go in free. they have a bar and food service for a price. i'm only getting cokes. alcohol is not one of my addictions, i just don't like to drink. i'm really excited about the matches today. wrestling is so entertaining. it's a nice break from reality. and it kills time.
now that i'm home, i want to find things to make me busy. i also want to go to a meeting at rehab. the meetings are open. which means M can come in with me as support if he wants to.
now i'm going to go polish my tiffany silver heart and add it to my bracelet i never take off.