and these lonely orphaned dogs and cats on the tv are getting to me. we would take in every pet we could if we could. all our animals are rescued animals. the days alone they help me. like now when i've been crying over the whole christmas thing, and i am surrounded by cats concerned with the noises i'm making. the sniffling attracks them. i think.
am i even making sense anymore? i feel like i'm not. i'm all confused. sobriety hurt and i didn't want to do the holiday sober. not this year. just let me get through the next week or so.