fear itself

no cookies this year. my diet is being too regulated and i wouldn't want to have them around if i can't have them.

but too the subject, i'm scared. friday i have an early morning appointment with my shrink. M is taking me to the appointment, i have no way home and it's kind of far away. doc keeps showing me bus schedules and i'm not absorbing them. i'm terrified.

that's all that i have today: fear.

ETA: it's Snowing At My Home, i was just walking in it. snow, wow. cool. i am cheered up.