i'm sitting watching wrestling with M. i'm wrapped in my blanket for security and have my favorite beanie hat on, again, for security. the hat they wouldn't let me have in the hospital. i could unravel it and hang myself, and the patch on it (army medic patch} could be stuffed into someone's throat. it's scary what desperate people will try or do.
i'm going to stay up late tonight. i don't want to get up early tomorrow.