i need to get hair dye. my roots are so showing, and with the addition of the grey these past few years, it's really obvious. grey hair. heh. i got it later than my mom. i guess we kids did make her grey. good.
i woke up from dreams of the hospital, i was all disoriented. i didn't know where i was. and doc was already up, which confused me more. i forgot he had to leave for work early. it was strange. i think it's because i've been thinking of rehab more and more and it is in the same building as the psych hospital. so i think that is what triggered those dreams. and they weren't bad dreams. will rehab work for me? can i do the narcanon program? i would have to rely on M for rides to meetings. and we still have friends that use, will i be strong enough to go do something else? that's why i think rehab will be good for me, i can get these answers from more experienced ex-users.
this will be a good day. i won't freak out, i will maintain my calm. this will be a good day.