i have to do something about my dreams. they are too violent and scary. and i don't dream about the horror movies, i dream about real stuff and real situations, just with an ultra violent twist to them. i wake up from them worn out and ready to sleep more. it mostly happens when i nap. i could stop napping for a while (and jsut be a zombie on the couch), but i fear it would then invade my overnight sleep and that would just suck.
now that M has moved in, we are solid financially. that takes a great load off my mind. it makes the small incidental purchases possible. like finger nail polish. i have an italian charm that says "best" and is surrounded in pink enamel. and i wanted nail polish in the same shade of pink. i wear mostly black and camoflauge, so i thought a nice girly color would set it all off. so after a while of looking and comparing, i found some inexpensive pink polish. i also found one called "mint dream" that is a pale green with much iridescence and blue tones to it, again, not my color, but it was too cool to pass up for two dollars. now i have electric blue, eggplant, red (which looks horrid on me), moss green, and the two new ones. this means i need to paint my nails soon. i can't wait to see the pink on me.