Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i've finally been too open here. i've started to feel exposed. my site exposes me as well. since i've taken my writing about kasey's death down, her site exposes me not at all.

ah well.

i want to quit my medication. i am so tired of the handfuls of pills three times a day. the two weeks i was off seroquel i didn't have any "episodes", maybe i don't need it anymore. but i won't quit taking them, because if i do and i have an episode, i will have a lot of explaining to do. i know it's typical to think one is better and go off medication. i see the results in the psych hospital when i go. things go sideways and get harder to fix as you move away from the first thing that went wrong, because it is always a spiral, a bad spiral.

my coffee maker died yesterday. i need to ask M to take me to get a new one. and maybe get myself some hazelnut coffee while i'm at it.

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