i have a horror movie called "broken" i'm going to watch. and M is coming over.
it always gets more complicated than i can follow and sometimes it's almost explosive. i don't know what to do with people, i don't deal with them well. they all have the same complaint, so i know it's a valid one. i just don't see me changing it all at once. i'm in therapy, i'm on a host of meds, if i can't make things work with all of that hanging around my neck. i am who i am, and i'm only human. i will not always say the right thing, but i always try to do the right thing.
i'm in that place where i just don't know. i don't know anything.