Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

i'm thinking about taking a break from this venue. things are wrong in my life and i need to fix them without distraction. i will, of course, forget all about this entry and end up making more entries. but for the moment i need a break. just as doc is telling me to spend more time on the computer. i'll read the gossip sites until the pure insanity of the world hits me and knocks me out.

i have a horror movie called "broken" i'm going to watch. and M is coming over.

it always gets more complicated than i can follow and sometimes it's almost explosive. i don't know what to do with people, i don't deal with them well. they all have the same complaint, so i know it's a valid one. i just don't see me changing it all at once. i'm in therapy, i'm on a host of meds, if i can't make things work with all of that hanging around my neck. i am who i am, and i'm only human. i will not always say the right thing, but i always try to do the right thing.

i'm in that place where i just don't know. i don't know anything.

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