i'm gearing up to eat something so i can take my first meds. the schedule breaks down like this:
Morning meds:
600 mg neurontin
80 mg cymbalta
1 mg klonopin
60 mg geodon
200 mg seroquel
Four hours later:
200 mg seroquel
1 mg klonopin
600 mg neurontin
8 hours later:
600 mg neurontin
80 mg cymbalta
2 mg klonopin
60 mg geodon
400 mg seroquel
it's the seroquel that makes me drowsy and wonky. but it is also the one keeping the hallucinations at bay. that's why i have to take it during the day and not all at night like i was. i wake up with a seroquel hangover and by the time it goes away the fresh seroquel dose is waiting to take over.
in spite of the seroquel, i try to get things done during the day. i miss the structure of the hospital. and i try to imitate it here. it doesn't quite work, but i'm at least trying for some semblance of normal while drugged to the hilt.
it's another sunny and warm day, i think i'll go smoke on my front porch.