goodbye spot

spot the hamster died sometime yesterday. doc told me when he came to bed last night and i just now remembered it. thinking i was mistaken, i went to find the top cubby of the hamster cage gone.

if i can just get through the end of the year. maybe we can get past this.

i don't even feel like putting up my christmas tree.

i can't believe spot is gone. this month is just off to a really bad start.