Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers


i spend last sunday and monday in the hospital. i was given a form of torture called a tilt table test (kelli said it had been done on house, so it has to suck as tests go). i wasn't given my meds as a result of said test and lost it complely in the hospital and began to get scared they would transfer me to the looney bin, so i promised my doctor i would go to a neurologist he named and begged to be let out of the hospital.

it took most of the week to get over that.

then, it rained on friday. i mention this because friday was the only day this week i had to go out alone to the doctor's office. and i took a cab there. then i waited for a cab for 6 hours and they needed to close and the universe conspired to have doc be home worrying about me, unable to reach anyone in the doctor's office. so doc took his bike and the bus in the rain up to get me and we walked in the rain for about ten minutes and took the bus. trauma over. i had pizza for dinner. more substantial than anything i've had all week. i've grown attached to several flavors of yoplait and it's the only thing i can stand right now.

the fainting goes on. conversion syndrome sounds more and more likely. psychosomatic fainting due to stress. i just need to control the damage and not hit my head on anything else.

tomorrow i think i'll clean the living room and put up the tree. anything to get out of bed.

oh, and doc accidentally broke my hand painted really cool stained glass looking coffee table. i don't know why i mention it. i don't know how i'm going to replace it. we'll have to get a ride to a thrift store or two until i find a square or round one to replace it with. i'll deal with the creative side of it once i have it.

i hope everyone is doing well. i have a cold, but it's almost gone.

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