the good news is that my MRI and CAT scan came back clean. the bad news is that they don't know what is wrong with me. i had a seizure specialist, a neurologist and an internist who couldn't seem to agree on treatment.
meanwhile my hopes for ever becoming a junkie were completely dashed. my veins are for shit. i am covered with bruises from IVs that didn't work.
i've been keeping a rather detailed paper journal through this, i don't know if i'll post it. there doesn't seem a need.
thanks for your responses, i'll get to them as soon as i'm allowed to sit up for more than a few minutes at a time.