the people in one of the apartments adjacent are fighting. but one is pounding on the wall. for over 15 minutes now. just pounding on the wall. and i don't know what wall it is, but it makes the building thud thud thud and i'm not going out to see what the fuck it is, i've got paranoia going on. no no no. not going out there until much later after the mail comes.
think of mail. mail is good. the package i was *thud* expecting yesterday didn't come, so it will be here today.
so that silly mascara *thud* and lash curler and eyeliner i bought yesterday on alisa's advice? i put them to use today *thud* and so i have eye makeup on. doesn't look half bad, though it will take some getting used to.
i'm going to go turn the stereo on. see if i can drown out the thud, though the vibration from the thuds comes up through my chair to my ass. that isn't pleasant.
i have to clean my desk off. i don't know how i'm going to do it, where the *thud thud thud* stuff on the desk is going to go, but changes have to be made, the piles are taller than me and they frighten me
stereo is on, louder than i usually have it, but that's fine. we have the speakers up on metal stands, so i assume the bass doesn't bother the downstairs noisy neighbors. i just want to drown them out, not have a competition of noise. which i would win with my christmas CDs. oh no, don't make me break *thud somewhat muted* out the doris day. i'll end your hearing. yep.
so i mentioned i have my paranoia on. i'm having the greatest delusions. the first involves the ghost of my dead paternal grandfather. this is Not a time to be messing with EVPs. the other involves my father or brother busting down my door and killing me while i sit here. fun stuff.