my eyes are crossing from reading so many journal entries. i'm looking for ect or self mutilation writings. i've found many. but i have another year to go through. eek. it will all be worth it in the end. that's what i keep telling myself. i have a project to work on and i'm thankful for that. something to focus on. plus dealing with a manuscript that i had all but given up on, it's cathartic.
i'm also chain smoking. not so good. we're low on smokes. but i can't help it. i am weak and want my oral fix.
keep thinking of titles. we're working with "How I Got Squirrelly" for now. but i'm open to other suggestions. the manuscript is about my ect and hospital stay. thank you.