Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

today is the day of the inspection. every six months they come in and determine that my smoke detector doesn't work (we have two), and then leave. but i've been waiting for them since 8. i don't even know the point of the inspections. they don't look in closets or bathrooms. if i'm lucky, the cats will scatter when they come in. i just wish they'd get here and get it over with.

my eyes are crossing from reading so many journal entries. i'm looking for ect or self mutilation writings. i've found many. but i have another year to go through. eek. it will all be worth it in the end. that's what i keep telling myself. i have a project to work on and i'm thankful for that. something to focus on. plus dealing with a manuscript that i had all but given up on, it's cathartic.

i'm also chain smoking. not so good. we're low on smokes. but i can't help it. i am weak and want my oral fix.

keep thinking of titles. we're working with "How I Got Squirrelly" for now. but i'm open to other suggestions. the manuscript is about my ect and hospital stay. thank you.

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