Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

  • Music:
found a memory

while listening to Modern Love, i closed my eyes and . . .

i am in my early teens. i am at an amusement park in southern california, not disneyland, i don't know which one. we are waiting for a ride, i am with my parents, and i don't know which children/siblings. over a loudspeaker i can hear Modern Love. it is dark. i started my period earlier in the day and had to buy new shorts from the souvenier shop, my mom was pissed about spending the money. but by night time i am alone in my mind. my parents are ghosts beside me as i listen to the song and wish i was anywhere else.

that's it. that's all i can remember. it's the only song that triggers any kind of memory. and it's a pretty meaningless memory, at that. but it is what it is.

  • it goes on, but promises to stop

    i feel better today, but then i've taken half a lortab. i started hoarding it when the dentist refused to give me more. i find it helps with the…

  • keeping the british end up, sir

    i've come to terms with my teeth, the device is too small but i'm adjusting and there's no more pain. i've mentioned that i hate medication changes.…

  • can i get a refund?

    i have an appointment with my new shrink next week. and one with my therapist three weeks from now. i took long enough to do it. i had to be pushed…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.