i took the bus/walked to my doctor's appointment. alone. by myself. then i waited in the courtyard alone, reading, for doc to arrive. then we walked to a local casino and had dinner.
then we walked home together.
i have another appointment next month and i'm doing the whole thing alone, to and from.
i am so pleased with myself i can hardly stand it.
when i told my shrink about it, he made a note of it in my chart. i was so proud. i'm still so proud.
and i was only a bit frazzled when we got home.
i did it!
at dinner i had a view into the kitchen and sat and watched the chefs go back and forth and i wanted to be in that kitchen so badly. i miss the kitchen, the heat, the rush . . .
it was a cool night.