i want vodka and cake for breakfast

"well, i think that's messed up, but it is your birthday"

i also had a big cup of coffee. and a klonopin. and a cocktail per hour. i refuse to break into the cake until there are candles to blow out. doc is going out to get me nag champa for my birthday and i'll ask him to get candles.

the cake is a layer of toll house cookie, then chocolate frosting, then chocolate cake, then chocolate frosting surrounding and topping. then it has "happy birthday cyd" on it in blue. i can't wait to break into it. so i'm done worrying about the cake. kelli handled it. i adore her. my best female friend. doc is my best male friend. i'm pretty lucky to have two best friends.

i'm going to stop before i get all mushy and sloppy. i'd rather go watch bad movies with doc. buh bye.