i jumped him today. i don't know why. i kissed him and the next thing we knew there were condoms involved.
then we walked up to the store and went shopping and spent more than intended, but got me a variety of food to eat. and no junk food. we wimped out on the way home and took the bus. i'm starting to like the bus.
i need to reschedule my shrink appointment. i can't foget this. i'm having symptoms that the doctor needs to know about.
we somehow misplaced and didn't miss a 3 month supply of xanax. so i have many extra. i'll sock them away, since i've been eating them like candy. whatever it takes to calm me down and not grit my teeth.
things are nice and quiet here. i like it that way.