i've got to get my head together and stop this sort of thing from happening.
other than that, i've just been a head case. hiding in my room . . . today i will come out of my room for more than an lj posting. this whole thing has got to stop.
there are workers on the roof fixing something. it woke kelli and doc up, but not me. i got up at 6 and should have stayed up, i don't know why i didn't. i just forgot about the appointment today. i forgot it was friday. doc's new schedule has me all fucked up. i need to keep my head.