there is not enough xanax in north america to make me not be freaking out right now.
i think we're going to have to junk the car. this vet trip is taking $250 out of the car fund which leaves us with . . . too little. maybe doc can pull some overtime out. maybe i can get a holiday job.
to me the cat is the priority. the car has been useless for almost two years now and the cat's theraputic value with me is priceless. losing another cat just isn't an option. though i don't think he's that sick. we'll see what the bloodwork says. hopefully kiity just has a grumpy tummy.
and screw the car if we can't pay for it now. really, i'm ready to get rid of costly baggage. get to the basics. simplify life and then build up again when we are ready.
