Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers

lesson learned

anti-psychotic medications cancel out the effects of hallucinogens. who knew? pity, acid and mushrooms were my favorite "once a year" festival drugs. now they aren't anything to me. at least i know my medication is working.

i'm making a CD of my favorite MP3s. usually i just throw on whatever is there. this time i went through all my music files and picked my favorites.

coffee and cigarettes in the morning are a sure way to a happy day.

i can talk about henry now. conversationally, i mean. i can mention him when talking about the cats without being sad. either i have a firmer grip on reality or my delusions are working over time. i'll go with the first. i feel like i have a firmer grip on reality.

cymbalta is a wonder drug for me. it does what the lamictal did, without the side effects. my feet are firmly planted in reality and my emotions are in check. not gone, i don't want to lose my emotions. i just want better control over them, like i have now.

and i'm overall, happier than i have been in a long time. i'm just more contented to let life flow around me.

fresh coffee and cigarettes, i love them.

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