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i have no tree. somehow, i'm not sure how, or i don't remember . . . i threw them away. even the pink one. okay. seems reasonable that during my frantic purging, i got rid of it because it was broken and i didn't see us fixing it. so we have no tree.

doc is going to walmart this weekend and seeing if he can find a cheap tree (lucky we only need a short one). i was over stressed about it. i need to relax. everything feels so urgent after henry's illness.

we are watching the never-ending clint eastwood movie, the gauntlet. i'm just getting to know and like clint movies. this one is getting on my nerves, though. just run the gauntlet and be done with it. more action, less talk.