Cydniey Buffers (cydniey) wrote,
Cydniey Buffers
cydniey
all that high minded talk about moving on . . .

when i look into doc's eyes, i start to cry.

why can't i have anything more positive to say. why can't i dwell on fuzzle time with jack this morning?

because.

and i need to stop being so angry with myself. i did all i could and i loved him as much as a person can love. i need to believe that.

it is just a stage of grief, doc tells me. it will pass. i want to believe him so much i almost do.

it is cloudy today. i should turn on the weather channel and see if we are in for some rain.
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