kelli brought me the coolest ashtrays from the 60s. i'll have to take photos of them. they've been in use and need to be cleaned. she also brought me a book on las vegas history.
we've been watching a lot of tv. i need to get back to the computer and do stuff. i also need to start cleaning the house and taking care of things again. i freeze with grief. time to unfreeze. i can't bring henry back, no matter how many times i go over his last day in my head.
and if i'm dreaming of other kittens, instead of hank, my head must be telling me to move on.